Things of which I am Tired

Being sick

Not having network

Being seen as a free thing giver

                Or a white

                Or a female

                Or a foreigner

                Or a novelty

                Or anything other than a person, first

Roosters

Being undervalued

The immediate future being uncertain

The constant back and forth of staying here or going

Not having any work to do

People (mostly counterparts) being flaky with me

Being suspicious of everything that comes near my mouth

Every bump in the night causing panic

Sleeping alone, alone in a house

Being out of touch with my friends

Having way too much time alone

Coming up with productive ways to spend time

3 July 2018